Party

So it's our Christmas Party today. Lots of people showed up which is good because we were afraid nobody would come. It should be fun, but I'm just not having fun... simply put, I'm bored. Everyone is playing games and things which is good, but they all have enough people so I feel kinda left out. I know I shouldn't. Craving attention is bad... but just one person's attention might be nice. I think it's because I'm too quiet. Somedays I wish I was more outgoing. It makes me sad too, because a lot of these people I might not see again for a long time if I don't come back next semester.